Wednesday, 16 September 2009

When she screams, my ears bleeds.


Assalammualaikum.
Hi.

I don't really know if it's true or not.
I can't tell you guy/girls directly coz it's a personal thing.

So, you probably can skip this one post and read other posts if you can't understand,okay :)

Here I go.


I don't know what's going on with her.
I think I have an idea,
but it seems a little bit early for 'it' to come.

She got irritated with me a lot these days.
I'm just being me, the usual me.
I don't understand.

I can't understand.
How can people change that drastically?
I know she doesn't want to be like that.

I think she never noticed how she can turn
into a monster sometimes.(pardon my language)


When she screams, my ears bleeds.
She says something so hurtful
and making smaller things
become bigger
and the next day,
she acts like nothing
had happened.

I am trying to be so patient,
and just let it go.

But God, I'm only human.
I'm sorry for not understanding.

I'll try harder,
I promise.



Qistina Ariff xx



Monday, 7 September 2009

hey, someone like me lah. haha.

Assalammualaikum.
Hi.

Waa, it's sooo nice to do vlogs- something like blogging but using a video instead.
I want to do it soon. It's on my wish list :D

Here's one of my must watch channel on youtube.
She lives in London.
She's a lovely person cuz she loves to show other girls out there how to be pretty.
She does a lot of make-ups tutorial+random videos.
She's pretty popular among youtubers.
She has a clothing line too.

Here is Bubzbeauty :)

a very me video. haha.